Monday, November 09, 2009
5:26 PM

It was written by a 17 yr old girl before she passed away, indeed meaningful~


Before I close my eyes for the last time

I wish to tell you I love you

In your embrace, don't wish to let go

In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to

tell you

I used all my strength to keep my eyes from

closing

After this farewell, there will be no more

meetings; no more can I be by your side

But please don't forget

You promised me you will live on as well as you

can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place

I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you

anymore

I won't be able to wait for dawn

Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing

But life & death are predestined, don't be too

sad


在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮

所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易

生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

永远 爱你。


0Love(s)

Friday, October 30, 2009
12:30 PM

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that
person..

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with
guidance and support,

To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be..

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire
fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson,

love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant...

Thank you for being a part of my life,

whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

0Love(s)

Friday, September 11, 2009
11:28 PM


There's just to many things on my mind,
dunno where to start,
too many to say,
but dunno how to start.

Well, i guess as time goes by things getting better
At least i can see the smile (:

Seriously i felt very disappointed over my fren,
what she did to me n i just can't believe it,
but it's just so true,
a hypocrite i call...
the world is just so cruel or the people i should say,
a person that i will not forgive!
I don't need a friend like u,
so please stay far n stop hurting me.

I believe everything happens for a reason,
but everything is over now,
so i'll just leave it...

~ Don't cry because it's over... smile because it happened~


0Love(s)

Friday, August 28, 2009
1:13 PM


A rainy morning...

yesterday weren't good...
was feeling so down,
the feeling just indescribable,
when i needed a talk with someone so badly,
but there's just no one i can talk to,
sigh :(

and being quiet n don't talk much,
it's so me when i'm feeling down,
so don't blame me for that!
it's not that i wants to be alone,
n keeping it all to myself,
but i could reach no one.

being alone is sad sometimes... :(

but life still goes on
praying for a better tomorrow,
looking forward to a life full with sunshine and beautiful rainbows...

0Love(s)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
1:10 PM

Why, why n why?
Days are not getting any better of what I've expected,
work as usual,
not much of a different,
at times i just get a lil boring n tired,
i always ponder,
should i move on from here,
n where to go next?
it's all the decisions n thinking to be made,
but I'm just too tired perhaps,
I've been trying to take things easy,
n to clear my mind,
n not thinking about all these,
but it has been always running on my mind,
what would my future be...
looking in the next phase of life aren't easy,
as I'm moving along,
i faced a lot of challenges, obstacles , n also people from all walks of life,
trying to stay strong n never give up,
that's what i always said to my self,
no matter how hard it is.
at times the tears came running down,
but it doesn't sought anything out,
maybe it just make me feel a lil better i supposed.
sometimes, i just dunno whom should i talk to,
whom to share with, n what to do next,
of coz keeping it to myself definitely not making any better,
all i can do is just to blog out how i feel...
maybe that's one of the way.

Laters!

2Love(s)

Sunday, August 09, 2009
10:30 PM

I'm back in KL...
all of a sudden i'm feeling so blue...
Sigh, feeling emo n down.
I wish i could juz put on a smile on my face.
Hoping tomorrow will be a better day,
it's another brand new week ahead.
Again, it's time to back to work,
Feeling reluctantly,
came back with a heavy heart...

~ i miss you~

Wishing everyone a good week ahead!

Love n Hugs!

2Love(s)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
32 KEYS About Life 12:48 AM


0Love(s)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009
YOU - Enlightened 10:48 AM

A student once asked his teacher, "Master, what is enlightenment? "

The master replied, "When hungry, eat. When tired, sleep."

============ ========= ========= =
"Living in the now is the most difficult task for us humans. Most live in the past or future."

"Pleasures are simple things. Make the most of what you have."

"Enlightenment may not be an unachievable task - it may be right in front of us all the time."

"You have to accept and enjoy the basics before you can understand the more complicated aspects of life."

"Do what you want to do. You are not given instructions on how to act. When you feel a need, fulfill it."

"If you satisfy your needs, you will be happy."

"Complexity is not always needed to get the job done. Life is only as difficult as we make it out to be."

"The master is truly at peace."

"When your body signals messages to you, and you answer your body's questions, you will reach happiness. It reminds me of last night. It was dinner time, but I didn't feel like eating. I was exhausted. So I laid down to take a nap, and woke up when my body wanted to wake up. I felt very revived and happy, and was able to go back to the work that I had to finish that night. I guess I was "enlightened" because I listen to my body."

"To know yourself is enlightenment. "

"I think he means you choose what your enlightenment is."

0Love(s)

Monday, July 27, 2009
11:47 AM

Waking up this morning with a mild headache,
i guess must be due to the late sleep last night,
n i didn't slept well,
coz of nightmare attack.
Sigh...
Still coughing n having nose blocked, argh!
Hate it... pls stay far away fr me =(

I'm at work,
feeling moody n down.
Still cant get over yet...

希望明天会更好!

Laters ;)



2Love(s)

1:44 AM

The weekend just passed,
it's time to back to work!
I felt so reluctant, sigh...
How i wished time could just pause
n i could enjoy the lovely moment a lil longer...

I've been thinking so much lately,
about everything,
anything that occurs or happening,
sometimes i just wonder what are u thinking,
it's just so hard to understand u,
although u tried to hide but i still catch what's in ur mind,
u can run but u cant hide...

Pondering!

Till then
Laters~



2Love(s)

Sunday, July 12, 2009
10:41 AM

Wow... time flies.
Stepping in the month of July already!
Last weekend i was away to JB for the Largest Online Game Event 3th - 5th July @ Persada Johor Convention Centre.
It's was quite a fun trip, at least get to stay out of office.
Was so reluctant to get back to work after that... Sigh :(


Dinner for the 1st night @ JB, right opposite New York Hotel!


Ayam Percik Rice

Some random pics of the event...












0Love(s)

Thursday, June 25, 2009
6:00 PM

I'm so disappointed over what you've said...
Why must you being so caring after all
Yes, I'm happy cause u still concern on me
Thanks!

为什么失去了才董得去珍惜。。。

It's about 2 months now,
I've get used to everything...
Trying hard to cope on everything,
Stay strong is what i always remind my self.
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Life still goes on...
Be it happy or sad.

Will cherish the moment i had!

Laters!

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2Love(s)

Saturday, June 20, 2009
9:50 PM

Happy Birthday Esther!


Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I'm very glad I know you;
I think of you each day.

I hope you enjoy your birthday,
All the pleaasure it has in store,
And because I appreciate you,
I hope you have many more.

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Celebrated Esther's Birthday yesterday with the girls at T.G.I.Fridays @ The Curve.

I shall let the picture do the talking :P


Macroni n Cheese Bites

Fish n Chips

Caprese Eggplant

Cajun Pasta

Clam Chowder

Boneless Wings

Sizzling Chicken n Cheese











0Love(s)

Monday, June 15, 2009
可不可以爱我 1:36 PM

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

0Love(s)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009
5:03 PM

Oh my it's getting so boring lately...
nothing keep me occupied
It's Wednesday again
time flies,
yes I'm happy
weekend coming again!
i wish the weekend could be longer...

Signing off!
Too tired n sleepy :s

0Love(s)

Monday, June 08, 2009
1:08 PM

Off all a sudden,
i feel so blue and depressed
why is this happening.
i just hate this!
just feel like being silence and quiet...

i am starting to get tired about everything
at this point of time...
wish i could move on to a place far away
start a new life
and everything.

i needed holidays or a break so badly...
it's time to get relax babeh!

0Love(s)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009
3:52 PM

Life can be complicated, but…

Happiness is really pretty simple

Simple secrets

To a happy life,

The heart that gives, gathers.

Change your thoughts and change your world.

If you don’t stand for something,

You’ll fall for anything.

Burn brightly without burning out.

Nothing happens… but first a dream.

It is one of the most beautiful compensations in life…

That no man can sincerely try to help another

Without helping himself.

Sometimes in the winds of change we find our true direction.

Throw your heart over the fence and the rest will follow.

Courage does not always roar,

Sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day,

Saying… ‘I will try again tomorrow’.

Laughter is an instant vacation.

The best sermons are lived, not preached.

The only things that stand between a person

And what they want in life are the will to try it,

And the faith to believe it’s possible.

Enjoy the little things,

For one day you may look back and

Realize they were the big things.

It’s a choice – not chance – that determines your destiny.

To love and be loved is to

Feel the sun from both sides.

Keep your face to the sunshine

And you will not see the shadows.

Kind words can be short and easy

To speak, but their echoes are

Truly endless.

Even if you are on the right track,

You’ll get run over if

You just sit there.

Joy is a light that fills you with

Hope, Faith and Love.

Find your joy, and…

Share it with others!


0Love(s)

Sunday, May 31, 2009
Mei 10:15 PM

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan
Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Mei
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah

0Love(s)

How to work better... 12:36 AM

I got this from Ian's blog n
decided to share...

0Love(s)

Saturday, May 30, 2009
7:59 PM

I always wonder what if the person u trusted most betrayed or lied to you,
or hiding something from you...
I guess I would rather not know what is the truth,
but things will never go as what we always wanted
time will tell the truth...

Knowing what's happening and the truth is equal to suffering...
It's just so painful i could feel.

I would just trust my instinct,
hopefully leading me to the right way.

不再怀疑或猜测!
只好以平常心去面对一切。。。
别忘了你的承诺

顺其自然吧!

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1Love(s)

Thursday, May 28, 2009
3:59 PM

I've been feeling so restless lately...

I was a lil upset over some matters yesterday morning
Yes, at times where I'm being to kind,
to help you out with stuff,
to follow up things for u,
but please do not ask me to clear the trouble/shit.
I hate this! :S

Had an afternoon drink at Chawan, Bangsar
a nice hang out place for a drink.

Today, nothing much happen.
Still the usual boring @ office
nothing much to keep me occupied,
make me feel like sleeping,
yes... i'm sleepy

Laters!

Catching up on the last epi's of MDG I've miss out! ;)

4Love(s)

Monday, May 25, 2009
7:29 PM

I'm back to work already,
getting better by now,
should be recovering around 80 %.
But my vision wasn't clear!
The weather is not getting better,
feeling so hot.
Sweating the whole day...

Nothing much to do in office,
get a lil bored as usual,
after meeting then headed to MYC's office.

Darn, i think I've this gastric attack now :(
Pain! Pain! Pain!
It must be i didn't get proper meal while i was sick.
Gotta go for my dinner now and heading to badminton session later!

Laters!

0Love(s)

Sunday, May 24, 2009
4:11 PM

I was feeling a lil better by today...
Wake up in the morning with no appetite,
but i have no choice but to eat something,
so two apples i had for my breakfast,
and after taking medicine,
i went back to sleep again.

So sad, but this weekend just filled with sleep.
I guess more than enough rest I've taken.


Hopefully i will be able to back to work tomorrow,
tons of things to follow up :(

Laters!

4Love(s)

Saturday, May 23, 2009
9:46 PM

Was on MC yesterday...
Resting at home,
but the sick get worst at night
was down with fever and flu
I'm feeling weak... argh :(

I thought after the medication i had,
i would feel better by today,
but it seems like not getting any better,
I've no appetite,
just feel like drinking that's all.

After having some porridge,
i get back to sleep again.
Worst nightmare of all time,
i just hate being sick...
so i guess this weekend is just full of rest and sleep.

Praying that i will get well soon.

Nites!

0Love(s)

Friday, May 22, 2009
我实在太累了! 1:36 AM

Started my Thursday morning with backache which hurts badly,
then came with the cough which get worst.
I was just recover from the sick last week,
and it struck me again.
How sad :(

And at work
nothing has gone better perhaps
I'm just too tired about it,
nothing has been confirmed or a definite answer on it,
it's just quite hard to work on it
things get delayed at times
or it will be last min rushing work
arghhhh!

I'll just have to bear with it,
n get used to their style of working :S
just be patient that's the only word i could say

Hoping n praying as days goes by,
thing will be going well
*fingers crossed*


Nite...