Wednesday, May 31, 2006
10:28 PM

sad day... :(
confused ^~^
stress
tired of everything
there's alwiz obstacles...
never been happy lately...
although i smile n laugh...
feel that all that is so fake. in my heart i cud juz feel the pain. n so sick
so many unwanted things happen, when im so busy rushing all the finals assign plus exams are on.
F science test was ok. but m'sian studies sux.
really feel so sick of life.
can i not face it anymore?
life isnt everything.
living without happiness thats' real tough for me
facing stress each n everyday + worries
n wondering how 2molo would be ?
will it be better or worst...
fear...
tears falling...
but u were not here.
who can i turn to...
juz me myself...
hmm...
days are juz as bad as it cud be.
not getting any better somehow...
sigh.

laters!

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
11:30 PM

Life is sux to the max.
Stress
Worries
Tears
Assignments
Deadline to meet
Exams
Sleepless nite

Wishing for :
1) all the assignments can be done on time (esp bedroom design) worries... :'(
2) the 1 month holiday (which is juz 12 more days to go)
3) cant wait to get back to ktn
- miss my parents + bro so much
4) after exam wanna go shopping... it's been months i havent been shopping :(

31/5 : tomolo got Furniture science tests ...
1/6 : thursday needa pass up ivan's visual delineation (15 chairs)
2/6 : friday- no class (but needa start doin the bedroom model)
3/6 : saturday- hope to see my dear
4/6 : sunday- hope to see my dear
5/6: monday- sigh.... build tech test #2 hope it will be alrite. prayin hard
6/6: tuesday- Cad class, bored zzZz
7/6: wednesday- F.science test #2
8/6: thursday- history ... cant imgaine!
9/6: friday- last day of submission for the bedroom model + portfolio...
the last test is on 12/6 - Auto CAD. it's gonna be tough
laters!
back to study for tomolo test
xi wang ming tian hui keng hao~

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Saturday, May 27, 2006
10:50 AM

thinnking of u my dear....
a boring saturday...wake up at 9.15am, after wash up n everything. walkin alone on the street out to buy breakfast and lunch for myself. this is so unusual for me...felt so different, without my dear with me for this weekend.coz he's busy with KLIMS, so sad he's not by my side. miss him so much...so much...sigh...sore throat again. hope strepsils help. later needa do assignment again, which is so so boring. assignments non- stop, then study for build tech test nex monday. ivan's assign r killing me. juz hate it ...mebbe i edy boring with it tho. in my mind rite now...looking fwd for the holiday ...juz cant wait till the day come. 2 more weeks to go... yippie

dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui? haha listening to that song... dang ran shi wo de dear lo... haha
laters! assignments again... swt
wo hao xiang nian ni oh~ ai ni oh~ muax...

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
8:11 PM

thinking my darling so much...hahaha n definitely love him so much ! muacks...
getting so stress out bout my studies... worries + stress + not enuf sleep + "sick of studying as well as goin to coll" ... why ? it is not fun anymore... like last time it used to be. last time i like goin to coll so much but not now. life's full of stress... n it's not that wonderful anymore to me. class was boring today, went to coll early in the morning, have the usual breakfast session at "mother n son" with esther & shannon. after that head to coll... class only start at 2pm. so we do our assign...lame. draw lighting..so darn bored. haiz... assignments r juz killing me thats it. time flies...assign is adding but not reducing... burden... cant even concentrate in CAD class juz now... keep *yawning*... still like tons of assign r not done; 15 chairs (2 point perspctive), build tech, history assign, bedroom design... phew. weekends are the time where i try to complete all these as much as i can. things have changed, everything is so different... but assignment still the same ... heavy loading!!!
wishing a fullstop here ... trying to think positively, n not to worry but i juz cant. cannot even sleep in peace. worries still come... so after the finals will be a month break. thats the time to relax... it's juz 2 more weeks to my finals. * fear* wish that all the assign are done by that time.

laters!

gonna continue doing my assign ~

wo hao xin ku, tong ku, zhen de hao nan shou.
jiu jiu wo ba...

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
8:36 PM


me n esther...



me...

i like this pic alot. :)
all the photos taken at my college photography studio!

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Sunday, May 07, 2006
1:06 PM

it's been few days havent been blogging, really busy with loads of assign. n now im sick... sick at the wrong time tho. with loads of assign to do... doin my write- ups halfway and i havent really start drawing plants. how? this thurday needa pass up liao. needa lots of rest... last few days didnt really sleep. juz like 2-4 hrs sleep.
busy...stress...tired.
n yet still needa get on with assign
laters!

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
10:53 PM






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8:46 PM

miss my darling so much...muacks!
went to coll as usual, morning class was fine. But malaysian studies is so darn bored... *yawn*
dunno what izit all about...juz getting bored n it all seemed not interesting at all to me. it's juz like my daily routine. when times come, juz go to coll n then attend all the classes. those subs really making me loose interest to study...sigh. supposed to be doing assign... n i blogging here. lolz. gonna do syed's assign later. hates ivvan's VD class. draw plants... hate it. help me!!!
tomolo gonna be a boring day at coll...morning history, afternoon VD.

wanna get on with muh assign now.
laters!